Anonymous:I’ve never heard of it, and by the time I got this it has probably been and gone. But regardless, I don’t even like the beatles.
ASK me for my new URL if you want to keep following me.
Just moving because wayyyy too many IRL people have found me now. Deffo way too many.
Anonymous:Please come to me off anon. I won’t tell who you are/won’t judge you, I’m just interested to know who you are and stuff.
Ive had big feelings for him because we met when we were both fucked up people, and we helped make eachother better. Were it not for his existence in my life, I wouldn’t still be here to answer this question.
It is Dan that got me from 90lbs and never eating and repeatedly smashing my face off my knees at the thought of eating a pancake, to a 108lb girl who ate 2-3 meals a day, plus snacks.
It is Dan that got me something like 3 months self-harm free.
It is Dan that made me believe in myself enough to go back to tech and do art.
It is Dan who has been there for me though virtually every rough time I have had this past two years, who has held my hand when I was scared, and held all of me when I cried. He has been my first port of call and hasn’t told me to Fuck off yet. Although he does sometimes call me a drama queen, but he apologises.
I won’t lie, his humour is vulgar, he is unclean, doesn’t know how to tidy at all, oversteps boundaries… He has a lot of poor habits that make him less attractive. You’re right, and these are all things I tried to improve about him. I can see why a lot of people would be uncomfortable around him. But the fact he changed my life outweighs that for me, yano? We can’t work, though, between the history we carry and some things related to the points you have used…
Well, evidentally they don’t want you. The people who actually care do. Fuck it, it’s your blog, do what you like. I’m not having you screw me up any longer.
I never once claimed you didnt want me, Dan. But I want to be able to talk about stuff and not have to talk about in real life after, or worry people, or upset people, and then have to sit with them after I’ve done so. I don;t want to be judged by my friends. I don’t want to feel like I’m laid bare infront of all these people that I have to see and speak to all the time.
On the internet, I’m just a static face with a name. Not a person. Its different.
Me not giving you my URL is hardly “screwing you over”.
As for refusing to unfollow me because im your best friend and you love me… could you not respect that I wanted my safehaven back? My venting space? I dont mind that -people- see it. They can respond to me, tell me what they really think. People in real life will lie so its not awkward. I feel like I have to lie when posting, so its not awkward. I dont care if its awkward with internet people because i never have to meet them. You get me?
callsign89 replied to your post: callsign89 replied to your post: FS guys. You’d…
If it’s a private blog just for you? Why do you even give a fuck about followers? Get over yourself. I wouldn’t unfollow you because you’re my best friend, and the person that I love. But you just treat me like shit anyway.
BECAUSE IT IS STILL A BLOG. Its not that its “just for me” or I’d stick a fuckin password on it. Remember I made a blog with a password? I just want one blog, where I can put everything, and not have to segregate it alla nd protect some of it, from REAL LIFE people.
I want my internet peoples. Thats the point in the blog. But the whole entire point in me having a tumblr in the first place was that real life people didnt see it….
callsign89 replied to your post: FS guys.
You’d have more if you actually gave it to the people who asked.
ONE. One more follower. Who is one of the six that have forced me into having to make a new one in the first place cause you lot wont unfollow me.
I’ve explained why I wont give you it, can’t you understand?!
Posting all the same stuff. Just away from IRL people
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Ulster Scots is a northern Irish dialect. Soda farls are technically ours, the farther through Scotland, or down Ireland, it starts to disappear again. The Giants Causeway, Finn MacCool, that’s still ours. So is the story of the red hand of Ulster, when yer man cut his hand off and threw it at the land. Antrim has a coast line considered to be one of the most beautiful in the world. Northern Ireland’s counties are known for having such different landscapes to eachother, yano, with the rolling hills of Down, and the cliffs and weird hills and valleys and shit in Antrim. EVEN THE COUNTRY ITSELF IS DIVERSE. Ok so maybe some of that’s more specific to the province of Ulster, but here, we kind of ARE the province. I’m very proud to be from Northern Ireland. Were pretty nice to Tourists, surprisingly. A lot of people respond to trips here by saying they felt welcomed. We have a brilliant humour where we can laugh at ourselves, our past, our government… A lot of cultural identities don’t allow for that, America is a brilliant example of one! Our people, despite not.being quite there yet, have come so far since 1972. Forty years later, we Arnt blowing eachother up quite how we were, the army doesn’t need.to be here, our government is mixed, It’s not socially taboo to mix in a relationship or marriage, It’s not socially taboo to not go to church, or partake in bits of culture from “both sides” hell I get people to teach me Ulster Scots and Irish all the time. I don’t attend St Patrick’s Day celebrations, and I went to.the 12th this year, but in Broughshane, and only to help look after my grandparents. I hate the 12th more than anything else in the world stapled as MY culture. I can’t say there Arnt things im ashamed of, but everyone’s country and culture has that, they just don’t TELL you. As for the fact you can’t run around being proud to.be Scottish, well, if you know your clan you can at least find identity in that can’t you? I’m a Houston. Although to be pretty honest I couldn’t give a fuck cause I’m not Scottish. My heritage isnt my ancestory, It’s my cultural identity and I could never be anything but a Belfast Girl. From Northern Ireland. If you want to be proud, let yourself.My heritage is laughable. Northern Ireland is a relatively new country and I don’t feel Irish, because I’m not Irish. My ancestors weren’t Irish, they were forced to move here over five hundred years ago from Scotland, England and Wales so Ireland couldn’t side with Spain or France. And I’ve lived…
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Sorry I’ve not been online.
It was such a change. A beautiful change.
YET ALL THESE REAL LIFE PEOPLE STARTED FOLLOWING MY BLOG.
Please leave? Like. All of you people who have met me in real physical life. THAT MEANS ALL. And then I’m gonna change my url. I miss being able to talk about things in private you guiez. Pretty please.
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